Now that 2020 is here, I want to start off by writing a letter to a former friend. Her name is Kenya, the only person that treated me the way a friend should. I just did not do the same in return. I am sharing this in hopes of finding peace as far as my past is concerned.
Dear Kenya,
I want to apologize to you and Levi (your son). I should have treated you the way you treated me. I should have gave back because you helped me so much. I should have handled my money more responsibly. And lastly, I could have responded more respectively after you decided to end the friendship. Even though it’s been almost 8 years, I still feel guilty for not treating you the way you deserved. You did nothing to deserve it. I was a selfish b••ch. I have no idea why I was the way I was. However, I am writing this for the world to see to show that I actually care. I am so embarrassed and sorry for being the way that I was. From now on, I will treat people the way I want to be treated.
One day after, you actually texted me. I want to explain why I did not respond. I needed room to grow into someone that can be trusted. I needed time to focus on my mental health, self esteem, and the relationships with the people in my family. I hope that you understand. I wish you, Levi, and Debbie (your mother) nothing but the best. I love you all!
My name is Veronica. I’m a 32 year old woman with High Functioning Autism. I have a very courageous twin sister named Jessica who has a more severe form of autism. I stutter as well. My blog is basically a diary about my journey to independence. Welcome to my blog and I look forward to posting!!!
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